Its like smoking. Nobody really starts the thing unless that was the plan all along and they just avoided it like the plague. I'm referring to socializing on the Internet. At this point I feel like I'm so behind the damn thing and have nobody in my car ( metaphor) to turn around to and say "this is crazy huh?" and laugh about it with only to ignore the fact that it really is a problem. At any rate I guess I always wanted to blog as a place to put random thoughts that I choose not to share in person. I feel like I've lived in my head for umteen years and its been nagging me to put it down in a blog albeit a place that gets no views. Writing things down in the hopes that they'll only exist there on the page is a fanciful game I've been playing for years and I guess this was just the next step. And if you put the rambles of a crazy person aside there will be pretty pictures of men, clothing, women I love ( I'm looking at you Zsa Zsa) among other things, so if you don't stay for the posts featuring my cries for institualization stay for the pretty things.